Scared.

October 24, 2008 in Uncategorized with 1 Comment

So.

There are now, officially 8 days until I am a married man.  I have to say, I’ve been as cool as a button so far.

Two days ago it happened.  I got scared.  I didn’t just get scared either.  I still am.  I am scared to death.  Not in the way you might think.  I know I am making the right decision.  I know that Andrea is the only girl for me.  I know that beyond a shadow of a doubt.  But, I am still scared.  I think I am scared about the wedding, and the vows, and all of that.

I mean.  The wedding is a big deal.  There will be a lot of people there, and what if I say something stupid?  What if I left some fundamental part out of my vows?  What if?  What if?  I could go all day.

So.  There.  I’m scared.  No longer am I ‘cool as a button’.  I am a nervous wreck.  Which probably won’t make anything better.  If you want to pray for me.  That would be friggin sweet.

Thanks. :)

  • http://www.whatsthislifefor.org Toby

    Dude, 3X5 index cards were made for vows…Trust me!! We went behind the altar and up some stairs where I had planned to deliver some vows, just between the two of us and I started bawlin!!! I didn’t get out a word of what I had planned!! Looking back, I can laugh, but I know where you’re coming from man!
    Prayers I can do though….Just be sure to say one yourself, right before :-) .

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